Detached

I am detached from who I once was,

Detached from feelings I once had of myself,

I allowed the negative to cast its nasty spell on me,

I lost what was the best I could offer,

Lost the smile that used to make me feel like I was above the world,

I detached the moment my childhood was taken,

I detached the second I wasn't believed,

The detachment was from years of feeling that I am bad and no good,

The detachment ended the moment I met her,

But when some words hit the ear that attacks my character the detachment begins again,

The negative thoughts are becoming louder than her words,

Louder than the music that is played in my heart,

I am detached, 

And forever will be.