Why Do You Push?

Why do you push me?

Why do you push me into a wall where I can't break free?,

Why do you pretend to love me when I'm around but behind my back plotting my downfall?

Why do you joke on my life as if my life is something to play with?

Why do you take my kindness and twist it into something to be hated?

Why do you see me as a threat but keep me close?

Why do you push me?

Why do you push me into the dark when all I wanted to do was to share my light to those who needs it,

Why do you like seeing me in pain?

Why do you enjoy seeing me lost and afraid in a world I don't understand?

Why do you refuse to see the real me?

Why do you want me to change myself from the person that other people enjoy seeing?

Why do you push me?

Why do you push me to hide my smile when you know it shows my heart,

Why do you love to see me lose who I am trying to be?

Why do you try so hard to push me to be someone like you?

Why do you want me as your friend when all you really wanted was someone that you can break constantly,

Why do you not see how all of this is slowly killing me inside?

Why do you not understand that my light fades everyday when we interact with each other?

Why do you focus on the bad and never on the positive?

Why do you push me?

Why do you push me to hate who I am when you know I love myself?

Why do you love to hurt me because I am different?

Why do you push?

When will you stop pushing and start seeing everything beyond who you are and what you are?

And when will you be ok to see that I am and always will be different from you?